Tomorrow, I am going to Alton Towers (a theme park in England). I was quite excited as I haven’t been in a few years.
Then tonight, I was thinking about the last time I went. It was 2011 and I went with my Brother, Sister, our friend Coral and her (at that time) boyfriend. She came to visit us and we were celebrating a years anniversary from her heart transplant.
Before her transplant, she couldn’t really go on rides because she wasn’t healthy enough, so with a new heart, she could and we went to Alton Towers. It was great.
Coral died in November last year and going back to Alton Towers tomorrow has brought back a lot of memories from when we last went. Then it dawned on me that I’m never gonna be able to make more memories with Coral. We’ve got 20 years of memories together, and I’m so blessed to have that, but right now, I feel greedy and want more. I got very emotional and cried but made a massive step in realising and accepting that I am still grieving for her and will do for a long time yet.
I shall enjoy tomorrow and I’m sure she’ll be watching over us on the rides.
Have fun up there Coz, you deserve it.
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