Why is it, when you think you’re getting somewhere in life, you have a really bad day, and everything just messes up and you fall to pieces?????
My friend attempted suicide last night, and I heard no news until 4am, so it was a sleepless night. Then I fell asleep, and slept through my alarm; leaving me 20 minutes to get ready for group counselling. Group wasn’t too bad, and some of us went to get a coffee after.
I went to the bank, and hadn’t been paid :-(. Then had probation, and that was just awful- quite emotional. I then went to the library to ring about my payment and got passed through different places and got frustrated. That and the emotional probation, I just burst into tears.
I then went to get some food, and came across my ex and went into a huge panic. I then went to counselling and told her everything and almost cried. Steph has got details about a counselling course in September, she really thinks I’ll be good. My friend met me after and I’m staying at hers tonight, I couldn’t face going home.
Also, I told my Mum about being on antidepressants on Thursday, and on Friday the hairdresser came, and my mum told her everything!!! That’s really Pissed me off!