Mum

Mum, you’re supposed to care.

Mum, you’re supposed to hug me and tell me it’s okay.

Why can’t you do that Mum?

Why does everything have to be a joke to you?

I’ve taken some pills Mum.

I’ve cut my arm Mum.

Does this look like a joke to you?

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2 thoughts on “Mum

  1. I’m sorry you haven’t been feeling good. I want you to know i think about you a lot and I want you to know that if you ever want to rant, I will be hear to listen. there’s nothing better sometimes than a good rant! I ranted to my boyfriend about my mom just today and afterwords I felt a bit better. Cause you see–mom’s aren’t always there for us. and I feel like they should be, i really do. so it makes me angry when mine isn’t there for me, or does something that hurts me. But no one is perfect. that’s what I’ve come to find. I’ve had to forgive my mom for anything she did that hurt me, or the times she wasn’t there, or just didn’t get it! because I know deep down she wants to be, and she tries. it’s just people aren’t perfect and so sometimes they can’t be all we need them to be.
    I’m sorry you feel like she doesn’t understand. I know what your going through. I do the same thing sometimes. But it doesn’t help. it just leaves me feeling worse. You are worth more than cutting and all the pain you feel. I care about you and I know others do to!

    You are so strong and brave! I hope you know you are beautiful and an inspiration to me.
    You’re not alone. so many people want to help you, and show you how wonderful you are. I’m sorry your mom doesn’t always do that.

    You’re incredible! =)
    Emma

    • Oh my life! Thank you for this wonderful comment. I wish I was as kind as you and could forgive my mum but I don’t think I can. She bad done so many hurtful things to me, I decided not to bother with her anymore..

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