This is a great photo; one I must try to take in.
I have got to stop worrying about things. Life isn’t meant to be perfect, if it was we would never learn anything. We would never experience emotions.
I made a mistake, and I’m paying for it, thus creating worry. However, if I hadn’t of made that mistake, I don’t think i would have got proper help for my depression in the first place, I wouldn’t have had a great big slap on the face by reality and now whenever I want to do something, the first thing I will ever think is, ‘will this hurt someone?’
So no, it isn’t all how I expected, or wanted, but I’m sure taking a lot of life lessons with me to my grave, even if the reality slap pulls me down sone.